The time has come

Yes, yes, yes. The time has come for me to say goodbye to InfamOus_Lady_J. After three years of having the same screen name, I decided to make a fresh new one. THREE YEARS! I can't let go! I feel awful getting rid of this screen name. I'm still infamous, of course, but it's time to grow! AWWW I'm so sad! So goodbye, InfamOus_Lady_J....! I moved to Chronic_Couture@Xanga.com.... I LOVE THIS SCREEN NAME, BUT ITS TIME FOR GOOD BYE....

Tears.

Bored

I can't believe that I'm actually at home on a Sunday afternoon. I can't believe that I'm out enjoying the little bit of sun that's out! I can't believe that I'm here watching Next on MTV, while checking other people's Xanga. Haha, but it's nice. I needed time to myself on a weekend, but it's also a bit boring. But its okay, I'm finding different things to do to entertain myself. Plus, my old 8th grade teacher used to tell me that bored people are stupid people, since they can't find ways to entertain themselves. Hmm... intresting, hum?

I didn't go out on Saturday either, but I went out on Friday with my homegirls Jazmin and Monica. We went to Jazmin's friends house and just posted it there for a little bit. I came back home around two. On Saturday, I just stayed home and relaxed for a little bit. It was cool.

Since I have nothing else to blog about, I'm going to post a survey I stole from Jo's site.

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
1.  Death
2. Being alone
3. Heights

THREE THINGS I LOVE:
1.  Writting
2.  Friends
3.  Family

THREE THINGS I HATE:
1.  Stuck up people/ posers
2.  Liver
3.  Math

THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND:
1.  Math
2.  Jennifer
3.  Math

THREE THINGS ON MY DESK:
1.  Juicy Couture box
2.  Radio-reciver
3.  Bottle of True Star

THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW:
1.  Watching Next on MTV
2.  Drinking Pepsi One
3.  Listening to music

THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
1.  Be successful/ run my own bussiness
2.  Get married
3.  Have kids.

THREE THINGS I CAN DO:
1.  Write
2.  Draw
3.  Sleep

THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY:
1.  Funny
2.  Outgoing
3.  Honest

THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY LOOKS:
1.  Look at my picture
2.  Brown hair
3.  Green eyes

THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO:
1.  Math
2.  Become a nun
3.  Go to school a whole week without missing at least a day

THREE THINGS I THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO:
1.  Alchemist
2.  Keane
3.  Selena

THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
1.  Fuck
2.  Shit
3.  Okay

THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS:
1.  Nacatamal
2.  Carne acada
3.  Cacaow

THREE THINGS YOU DID IN THE PAST 24 HOURS:
1.  Smoke weed
2.  Surf the net
3.  Watch T.V

Happy 420!

Happy 420 to all of my stoners out there...! Quick recap:

Me, Anna, her man, Michael and his friend went to Anna's house and smoked that infamous Mary Jane. Me and Mary Jane got into a fight, and she ended up fucking me up, bad. I was so gone, I couldn't even move... update later!

Dreams.

How is everyone? Well I'm fine. My weekend was finally fun, too. On Friday, first I went out with Anna Banana to a little space near the beach and just smoked some of the weed that I brought from _____ earlier. After that, I went to pick up Jazmin and Monica, and we went out to San Francisco and just drove around. It was pretty fun, since it was a night out with just the girls. Yesterday night, I went out with Alex and my sister Daniela to Cha-Cha-Cha's in San Francisco. It took us about half hour to look for parking, and about two hours to wait on the table. But the wait was fun, since we got to go to the bar and order some drinks. We saw a lot of cute guys there too. After we got our table, we ordered a picther of Sangria, which is basically wine and other things mixed. I had to admit, I was pretty drunk last night. Then, earlier today, I picked up Anna Banana and her brother, Mike, and we drove up to Vallemar. After I dropped him off, me and Anna went to smoke in our spot again. Later, I dropped her off and picked up Jazmin and Monica, while we went to Serramonte for a quick second. To rate my weekend, it's about a 10 out of 10.

After all this, I've decided to make a real desicion with my life. I've decided that after I graduate highschool, I'm going to city college and get my associate's degree in cosmotology. I have to take a lot of classes to get financial aid, but it's worth it. I'll get paid taking classes I want to take. With that, hopefully I can open a little salon and live somewhere OUTSIDE Pacifica. Then I can get my truck, and live by myself. I actually can't wait to go to it. : )

I HATE THIS.

I'm not anyone's taxi cab driver! I'm not a punching bag for anyone to hit! She likes seeing my cry, and I hate giving her the satisfaction! I hate you when you're like this, MOM.  You think that just because I drive now, that it's my responsibilty to pick every kid in the house hold up! THREE PEOPLE IN OUR FAMILY DRIVE, WHY SHOULD I BE THE ONE TO PICK EVERYONE UP?! WHY DO YOU HAVE TO HIT ME? THEN YOU WONDER WHY I NEVER TELL YOU ANYTHING? I HATE YOU. Things like these makes me want to pack my bags and leave far away from here, and never come back. Why should I be the one to always pay the consequences? Why can't we be a normal family and realize where I'm coming from? I hate being punched, hit, slapped and kicked. Whenever we talk about you, you make yourself the victim, coming up with any fake 'pain' possible to make us feel sorry for you. I hate you. I want to move far away from you. I can't wait until I turn eighteen to start my life away from you. Do you wonder why I'm the odd one of the family? YOU MADE ME THIS WAY. You love seeing me cry. But the one who's going to end up crying is you when I leave. I HATE YOU!